Sunday, November 4, 2012


I just wanted to thank everyone for the encouraging comments and supportive emails over the past week. Ultimately I decided to start on Zoloft (which I did last week) as I really needed something to help get me over this hump. I am thinking that I am also going to seek out a counselor (which will be strange for me) that specializes in either PTSD or infertility/pregnancy loss. I also don't think that the lack of sleep is helping at all either. Giovanni is sleeping 6-8 hours straight each night, but because I pump, I have to get up several times to do so. But that is another story...

I also took the time this week to stop by and visit all of the people that made this little miracle possible.

I am forever grateful to these people and consider them to be family now. They made my dream of motherhood come true. Love to them all!!


  1. I had the pleasure of meeting this amazing group yesterday and am excited to begin my journey to motherhood with their help :)

  2. How bittersweet and beautiful it must have been to revisit all the wonderful drs and nurses with Giovanni! So glad you're feeling good!
    Lots of love

  3. awww the wonderful crew at CNY!

    I have been with them for over a year now...I also am heading down to see Braverman for RI. I stumbled across your blog, and though it was neat to find someone else with similar struggles....Congrats on your beautiful baby!!!