With the Holidays coming up it is a very difficult time of year for us, especially because of everything that we have been through in the past 16 months. Everyday it becomes harder to go through life pretending like everything is okay...because it is not. One of the most difficult aspects of this journey is knowing that you can't expect others to understand it, as they have not been through it. Another tough thing is seeing others so easily get what I have been working so hard for...but I have accepted that this is how life works, even though it doesn't make the experience any easier.
In my support group on Tuesday one of the women shared this video as it really sums up the emotions that we are going through. I can only hope that one day my prayers will be answered and this journey will come to an end.